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18.0605-1541=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT



@25.0523-1541.04 by DavidAU/Gemma-The-Writer-N-Restless-Quill-10B-Uncensored-GGUF


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Within the context of the Word Treasury an entry in a personal journal entry by Thalia in which she explains how she has an 'ah ha' moment  in which she quite suddenly intuits how "To Thine Own Self be True" ("TTOSBT") from Hamlet applies to her rubber fetish. 

Thalia's rubber fetish has been an constant element  throughout her life, though usually deeply repressed. Now she groks that  'To be true to' herself she must not just accept it, but she must also immerse herself in it fully to be true to herself. 

After a lifetime of rerpessing her fetish she is deeply elatedd that Lorraine and James have almost 'invited' her to 'Live In Rubber' (LIR), if she wants.  

She hints to Marla that she is thinking about taking a vow to cover 100% of her body with latex 100% of the time. However, She understands that 100%/100% is really NOT entirely feasible because her body needs periodic bathing, etc. This inability to realistically be '100%/100%' frustrates her until James invents HITEz which allows her to get 'credit' for wearing extra layers of rubber garments or through BDSM 'Ordeals'.

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Response: une 14th

It hit me like a bolt of pure, unadulterated revelation.  Hamlet's "To Thine Own Self Be True".... it all makes sense now, and the key lies in my rubber. For years, I’ve danced around this part of myself, repressing the intensity of my fetish, ashamed to let it truly out into the open. But today, a profound shift occurred. Embracing TTOSBT isn't just about acknowledging who you are; it's about *fully inhabiting* that truth.  And for me, fully inhabiting means surrendering to the allure of rubber, not in fleeting moments or hidden ways, but with unwavering commitment.

Lorraine and James’ proposition - “Live In Rubber” (LIR) as they so colorfully put it - feels less like a suggestion and more like a cosmic signpost pointing towards this newfound understanding. The idea sets my soul aflame. To be perpetually encased in latex, 100% of the time.... that's the truest expression of myself I can conceive. A vow to achieve that state, etched into my very being.

I confided in Marla about the LIR concept, watching her eyes widen with a mixture of surprise and hesitant encouragement. The seed is planted, the conversation a tentative step towards this radical self-acceptance. Of course, the practicalities intrude - bathing, necessary routines....100%/100% feels undeniably out of reach in its purest form. This gnawing frustration threatened to dim my elation until James, brilliant as ever, unveiled HITEz. A system where layers and BDSM “Ordeals” could accrue credit towards the LIR ideal.  A lifeline, a bridge across the chasm of reality!

This breakthrough, this fusion of TTOSBT with rubber, feels liberating. It's a journey of radical honesty, a testament to the beautiful complexities of being true to oneself, even in its most unconventional expressions. 

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